Indeed life is really something. Sometimes we really don't know how to react to something. Sometimes we get lost and don't know what and where to go. Sometimes in confusion we hurt others. Sometimes, its hard to say sorry, maybe because you really don't meant that way. You did not mean to hurt them, but because of your confusion you got lost and just say things splendid.
Sometimes also you feel like you want to go away, away from this mess. thinking that everything gonna be alright. Just escape a day or two. Just make a run somewhere.
It must be a good idea. But, still don't forget where we are. On earth, we may say that Life is important, and money is the second case in life. Still, we cannot deny that without money we cannot go anywhere. That's why we work our ass to get some.
How about desire, then? A feeling that keep changing from time to time. Sometimes we want this, then next time we want this and that. Where sometimes it may hurt when you know that you could not afford it.
Sometimes also, you know the purpose you really want in life. But sometimes you also cannot deny that you love to just be a freelance, hang around with your friend, stay until late just talk rubbish and lie under the sky.
I hope, someday, I will gather my guts to just live my dreams. Even its for a short while, even I have to go back after that. I hope and I will never gives up on that dream. I will keep believing that that time will come.
Until then. Be patient and be prepare.
